Today I noticed that when I am with other people my mind is connected and strong.... with the right kind of people that is.... but right now when I am alone my mind is only on my current obsession and that's it.
As a hypnotherapist i understand how to reprogram my thoughts, the problem lies in the wanting of that outcome.
My desire for the unavailable man is paramount.
It is time to change my desires.
rereading what I wrote yesterday almost gagged me. How can I be so in love with nothing more than a fantom image... an energy that may or may not be there? How can I allow someone to play emotional games with me? Do I not love myself enough to WANT to feel good?
Yes, I actually do. And even though I know in less than an hour I will forget this new train of thought, I feel good right now getting back to the greatness of me.